Her Life story ...

2010-03-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

Feel lost and unwanted !):

i dont know what happend , just feel like this ..

and you? where are you, When i need you?

2010-02-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

feels so upset ):

am i too selfish ? ..

all its because you just dont treasure these moment that we have now ..

and i just feel you do nothing for us ,

if you really want to be with me , you shouldn't do that ,

fine , if you choose to be like this ,

its all your option ,

we'll see what happend ..

i felt tired,

freaking tired ..

2010-02-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

Confused..

i dont know what happend to me ,

dont feel hungry today ..

feel weird?

oh No !

i should get excited , because i'll meet him tomorrow ..

but well, kinda stress too ,tomorrow is math common test , feel blank at all

and tomorrow is Bm got talent , audition..

dont know what song to sing ,

pretty boy or my heart willl go on?

both can sing well,but cant remember the lyric ..

tomorrow's feeling

excited + happy + stress = ?

God , please bless ong te chiang ,in his car ,in his flight , everything

and he'll be arrives in singapore safely

may Your hand come upon to them ..

feel your Blessing .amen

2010-02-22T17:01:00.003+08:00

I loves baby!:)))

i want to have a baby!...

some kind of depresiion to have a baby .

i dont know , i just like baby .

its so cute and warm..

altougth i'm too young to have a baby , i know that ,

its easy to make, but its hard to responsible for it ..

but i'm quite suprise when chang said he wants a baby too .

hahaha, what a coincidence , or is it call fate?

i hope so ..

we promise we'll be together forever till married, right my dear? ..

but lets see how it gonna last ..

below pictures, its not my baby .

its my cousin's one ..

some of them like askin is it ut baby ,

hello, am i look like a mommy?

well, i have an old face ):

2010-02-22T16:41:00.002+08:00

Talking about Love ,

yeah my love one will coming back to singapore tomorrow .

and its the last he is in singapore,

because when he goin back again , he wont coming back anymore ..

i dont know what happend after that , because i dont really prepare yet .

he went back indo on 10the feb ,

which only 12days we've never been see each other ,

but it feels so long for me ,

i just feel that its about a month or even a year i never see him ...

i love him , yes he does too ..

i hope we can't make it till married ,

that means , its my first and last ...

you should be lucky , dahling ..

talking about a girl who's broken heart by him ,

i apologized with you ,

because i know the story about you and him ..

he's not happy together being with you ,

so what's the point you are together ,

you are hurt , and he also ,

i dont know why you just so crazy about it ,

for you, its time to get up , be smart of course you will , after your so many experience about love story you had last time ..

no point to get revenge to people make you broken heart , because the problem is about you and the person , you are the one who include in it, as you know , not only you are the one who hurt , but someone also hurt by that too

its time to move on...

i guess you are mature , yes you are mature enough to think, no point to insult all people that you dislike ..

again , i'm apologized with you,thats all i can say.

i know you are hurt , perhaps it can be a great lesson you had ,

please , i'm praying for you , me and him ..

we'll live our own , and you'll live your own.

dont ever come to my dream and his dream..

dont ever do thing that you're not supposed to do

2010-02-22T16:31:00.003+08:00

this is some picture when i'm at indo !:)

well , i went back indonesia for chinese new year for 1 week .

so yes I had fun there ..

party on 15th , great party ..

but too bad , i get drunk first , so its not fun at all ..

i shouldn't drink too much , so that i can have fun and enjoy the party ..

and we play card too ,..

2010-02-22T16:20:00.003+08:00

I have been busy and lazy to blog ..

but now, i'll trying to blog everyday ...

so many thing happend in a blink of eye ,

i also can't tell exact what happend, when , who and where ..

i just want to focus in my study , last year of school ...

i'm tired of school, wake up everymorning , do all those stupid math homework.

well, i don't like study , i'm not type of girl who likes study ..

why not i just do what i interested in ,

like media comunication or something ,

perhaps when we do things we like , we'll make it better .

so i hope i still cant stand in this year of school,

must !:))

relationship/Love ?

well, my life full of relationship problem or love problem,..

well , i know its my mistake, because i take this relationship as my priority,

which i shouldn't do that ,

so it cause im not doing well in my study ,

too much skip lesson, can't concentrate ,

and its so disadvantage me,seriously ..

well, i'll take it for my lesson ..

and yes , nowadays love use brain ...

family ,

i dont talk about my family problem ,

yes it privacy .

but i think so far i dont really have family problem.

we all live happily ..

2010-01-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

Happy new year all !:)

welcome 2010

new HOPE, new LIFE , everything's NEW !:)

I had wonderful trip in genting on new year ..

gonna upload pics soon ^^

2009-12-25T14:29:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas and happy new year !:)

all the best ...

2009-12-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

Happy mother's day!

you are the greatest, smater, prettiest mommy in the world.

no one can replace you in my heart .

even though i always make you angry .

thanks for everything ,mom

will always love you!:)

2009-12-22T02:29:00.001+08:00

kisses on the right track!:)

*Kiss on the stomach——-“Lets have sex”

*Kiss on the Forehead ——“Forever you will be mine”

*Kiss on the Ear —-“I’m horny”

*Kiss on the Cheek —-“We’re friends”

*Kiss on the Hand —-“I adore you”

*Kiss on the Neck —-“We belong together”

*Kiss on the Shoulder —-“I want you”

*Kiss on the Lips —-“I love you” OR “I want you”

*Holding Hands —-“We can learn to love each other”

*Slap on the Butt —-“That’s mine”

*Playing with the Ear —-“I can’t live without you”

*Holding on tight —-“Don’t let go”

*Looking into each other’s Eyes —-“Don’t leave me”

*Playing with Hair on Head —-“Tell me you love me”

*Arms around the Waist —-“I love you too much to let go”

*Laughing while Kissing —-“I am completely Comfortable with you”

2009-12-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

LADIES,,You don’t need to wear short skirts, less clothes, etc. to catch a boy’s eye.

If he was even mature enough, looks wouldn’t be the only reason why he’s digging you.

You don’t need to put loads of make-up on.

Your beauty will speak in the inside, &yeah even on the outside.

Even if that means will less make-up or no make-up on. Honey, your beautiful.

You shouldn’t get your hopes up just cos’ you dont dress like this &that, it really doesn’t matter. You got a mind full of knowledge, so use that as an advantage.

A women’s mind speaks the beauty of there soul. &Trust me, if a boy loves you for who you are. He would love you cos’ your you, not cos’ of the make-up/clothes you put on.

2009-12-21T18:17:00.001+08:00

in 2009!:)

welcome 2010!!

I am so thankful I couldn’t really put in words how thankful I am.
2009 was a life-changing year for me.

I’ve had my ups and downs and got to the point where I wanted to give up.

I’ve failed, disappointed myself and people around me, and made a lot of mistakes that I never thought could happen in just a year.

But despite all those, I am thankful for every failure and mistake I made; I am thankful for every low moment I had, for the trials and challenges, for everything in between because it made me a better person and stronger than I ever thought possible.

I have learned a lot this year through my experiences and other people’s experiences as well and those are the things I wouldn’t trade for anything else.
In the future when I look back at 2009,

I’d say it’s a year that totally changed me and all of me in different aspects.

I thought 2009 was just a year I was gonna get through and wanna get over and done with like every other year, but I was wrong.

This year made me cherish every moment no matter how bad the day or the situation is.

This year made me know myself so much better than all the past years combined.

This year I made a lot of new friends who eventually became my good friends; superfriends were so much more bonded and stronger than ever; and old friends reconnected.

This year, I realized that we start and always end with family.

This year.. I found me. I found the broken pieces of myself I was so longing to find after years of searching and I finally got to put it back together. And I will continue to solve this big crazy puzzle. This year, I found joy. I found God. and I found You:)
I think this is the first time ever I will be so excited for the year to come. Unlike the past years, of course we don’t really know what will happen the next year. But I know in 2010, great things are yet to come! :)

2009-12-21T01:35:00.002+08:00

Girl : if something bad happend to me and i ended up in hospital for one week, how many times would you visit me?

boy : just once ..

girl : well,uh..okay

boy : because i'd never leave you

its so sweet right :)

2009-12-20T19:25:00.002+08:00

Not feeling well ):

God ,please help me .

i just cant stop worry and thinking about that,

its disturbing my mind ,

its just cannot go out of my head..

2009-12-20T15:12:00.001+08:00

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving,

no matter how hard they try.

I wouldn’t expect you to understand that or even believe it,

but trust me,

there are some loves that don’t go away.

And maybe that makes them crazy,

but we all should be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity, someone who never lets go, someone who cherishes you forever.

2009-12-20T14:09:00.002+08:00

Dont ever let me go ,

because you have my heart with you ..

and i cant live without my heart inside!:)

for you ,

2009-12-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

people will forget what you did.

people will forget what you said.

but people will never forget how you made them feel.

2009-12-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

its so sweet ,

do you want to make like this,reinze? haha

2009-12-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

We lose the people we love because they are meant to love someone else.

we lose them because we are destined to find somebody else,

it is simple fact that is sometimes hard to accept,

because we ate too stubborn to let go of something that doesnt belong to us anymore..

2009-12-19T01:49:00.002+08:00

I'm missing youuuuu!!!

i want to meet you ....

im praying for this one week could pass so fast in a blink of eye !):

missing you so badly ...

2009-12-18T14:42:00.001+08:00

2009-12-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

I confess, in 2009 I have ..

( ) stayed single for the whole year

( ) made out in/on a car

( ) kissed in the snow

(x) celebrated Halloween

( ) kissed in the rain

(x ) had your heart broken

( ) broke someone else’s heart

( ) had a stalker

(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone

( x) had a good relationship with someone

( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation

( ) gotten pregnant

( ) had an abortion

(x ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget

(x) done something you’ve regretted

( ) lost faith in love

( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER

(x) painted a picture

( ) wrote a poem

( ) ran a mile

( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch

(x) posted a blog

( ) listened to music you couldn’t stand

(x) went to a sleepover

( ) went camping

(x ) threw a surprise party

(x) laughed till you cried

( ) laughed till you peed in your pants

( x) visited a foreign country

(x) cut in a line of waiting people

(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t

( x) partied to celebrate the new year

( ) cooked a disastrous meal

(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…

(x) broke a promise

(x) lied

(x) went behind your parents back

( x) cried over a broken heart

( x) disappointed someone close

( ) hid a secret

(x) pretended to be happy

( ) slept under the stars

( ) kept your new years resolution

(x) forgot your new years resolution

(x) met someone who changed your life

( ) met one of your idols

(x) changed your outlook on life

(x) sat home all day doing nothing

( ) pretended to be sick

( ) left the country

( ) almost died

( ) given up something important to you

( ) lost something expensive

(x) learned something new about yourself

(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it

(x) made a change in your life

(x) found out who your true friends were

(x) met great people

(x) stayed up til sunrise

(x) Cried over the silliest thing

( ) was never home on weekends

( ) got into a car accident

( ) had friends who were drifting away from you

( ) had someone close to you die

( ) had a high cell phone bill

(x ) spent most of your money on food

( ) had a fist fight

( x) went to the beach with your best friend

( x) saw a celebrity

(x) gotten sick

( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time

(x) became closer with a lot of people

2009-12-16T21:38:00.002+08:00

She's the girl that believes that what comes around goes around,

the one that hopes for a better day..

the one that wont give up on you..

she's the girl that unlike the rest,

the one that spent her days smiling and her night ~~crying~~

she's the girl that would love to be loved,

the one that looks so damn strong but feels so weak.

she's the girl that pick herself up everytime she falls.

2009-12-16T00:16:00.002+08:00

ChildHood memorable !(:

my boyfriend and myself ..

love you so much my dear,reinze..

2009-12-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

A guy had a crush on this girl. He follows her wherever she goes. One day the girl noticed & asked the guy:
Girl: Why do you keep on following me?
Boy: Because you’re so pretty and I think I’m falling in love with you.
Girl: Really? But you haven’t met my friend yet. She’s prettier than me and she’s right behind you. The guy looked behind him but found no one.
Boy: Are you making fun of me? There’s no one behind me.
Girl: No, but if you really love me, you won’t look back.
SMART GIRL. hands down.

2009-12-15T17:27:00.001+08:00

OMG, its awesome,right !(:

too much wish ,

i want to have this kind of house and

i want to have room like this :))

mr architect ,can u design a house like this one day?

2009-12-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

2009-12-15T16:00:00.002+08:00

The story of Junko Furuta, the girl who went through 44 days of torture

Don’t read this if you can’t handle reading about violence.
This is the story of Junko Furuta, a 17 year old girl who was held captive by 4 teenagers.
DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped

Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend

Raped (over 400 times in total)

Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away

Starved and malnutritioned

Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink

Forced to masturbateForced to strip in front of others

Burned with cigarette lighters

Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus
DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times

Face held against concrete ground and jumped on

Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag

Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth

Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach

Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)

Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms

Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire

Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury
DAY 20: December10, 1989:
Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns

Beat with bamboo sticks

Fireworks inserted into anus and lit

Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked

Beaten with golf club

Cigarettes inserted into vagina

Beaten with iron rods repeatedly

Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony

Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding
DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face

Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter

Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area

Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers

Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina

Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion

Unable to urinate properly

Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroomEardrums severely damaged

Extreme reduced brain size
DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”
January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone

Body mutilated

Unable to move from the ground
DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext.

She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose.

They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.
Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire.

This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.
Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone.

Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.
When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter,

she fainted

She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment .

Imagine her endless pain.
Her killers are now free men.

Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.

WTFUH ?! THIS PISSED ME OFF SO MUCH .

How can someone do this to a person ?!

And it sucks how her killers are out there in the world somewhere -_-

Ugh , I just wannna hunt the men that did this to her and make them suffer the same thing they made her go through.
oh. my. god. D:
I read about this. Its so bad.
I’m in disbelief… I just. I cannot.

2009-12-15T02:25:00.001+08:00

2009-12-14T03:23:00.002+08:00

~~she is about to cry again~~

sometimes all you can do is not think,not wonders,

not obssess,not imagine,

just breath , breath in and out.

everything works out in the end,

and the more you worry about it

the longer is goin to take the things to end perfectly,

jus the way they should.

2009-12-14T02:46:00.002+08:00

I'm wondering,

how could thing change so fast?..

hidup adalah sebuah pilihan.

kenapa kita tidak memilih yang baik?

its happend again, again,and again,

i think we cant continue to be like this .

cus i dont think it'll last long our relationship,

please,and i dont want it to be happend.

do you remember our promises?

i hope you so .

cus once u break it , dun be regret for it.

i love you ,really .

i just need to understand and to be understood.

i have feeling,

and my patient is limited .

2009-12-13T17:40:00.001+08:00

2009-12-13T15:32:00.000+08:00

I want to have a baby like this !(:

its so cute , prety eyes.

2009-12-13T15:30:00.000+08:00

2009-12-13T15:08:00.002+08:00

He saw a shooting star in the sky ..

Him : Please, let her be happy for the rest of her life [ wishing ]

star : give me a good reason why I should grant your wish?

Him : I love her..

star : Why dont you just wish for her to love you back?

Him : because I dont want to receive her love from a wish..

2009-12-13T02:33:00.001+08:00

Apologizing :

doesn't always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right.

its just means that you value your relationship more than your ego.

2009-12-13T02:24:00.003+08:00

I'm not really fine in these few days..

tears just couldnt stop

I believe in relationship, there'll always unlike things happend.

so we learn how to solve,deal with each other.

you promise me something,remember?

you'll always be there no matter what .

why we should be matter over small thing?

I hope, you'll remember your promises.

you will stay there no matter what, wont go away ..

if you really love me,

you will always be there mo matter what,

it means everything wont change, we'll come back for each other.

back like we used to be.

please,dont break it

dont do thing that you dont want.

dont speak words that you dont mean it.

people have feeling, i have to.

dont break this weak heart,

but, i still love you no matter what, ong te chiang !(:

2009-12-11T23:39:00.001+08:00

i want to feel okay.

i want to feel important to you.

i want to feel like you care about me as much as i care about you.

i want to be right and not have you resent me for it.

i want to to talk to you.

i want to tell you everything and not be afraid of your judgement.

i want to believe you.

i want to trust you.

i want to know where i stand.

i want to laugh with you.

i want to stop crying over you.

i want to have great nights and better days.

i want to listen. i want to be a part of your dreams.

i want you to be a part of mine.

i want to know you are interested.

i want you to initiate conversation.

i want you to choose me over someone else.

i want to know you think about me.

i want to feel special.

i want to write and know you’ll read it.

i want you to see.

i want you to feel.

i want you to know.

i want to want you, and i want you to want me too.

i just want to, okay?

2009-12-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

The beauty of woman is not in the clothes she wear,

the figure that she carries,

or the way she combs her hair..

the beauty of woman must be seen from in her eyes because that is the doorway to her hear,

the place where love reside ..

2009-12-08T21:57:00.001+08:00

2009-12-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

2009-12-08T15:55:00.002+08:00

People's change easily ..

its just kinda shock when i read the message ..

sure, i'll leave you alone when you want to be alone ..

i'll wait for you to come back when you feel better ..

i'm just here .

remember i'll be here whenever you need me .

You and I are goin to be okay .

you know that right? ...

2009-12-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

I wantttttt!

2009-12-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

2009-12-07T21:38:00.001+08:00

Boy : I have two words to tell you ..

Girl : what's that?

Boy : I love you..

Girl : isn't that three? ..

Boy : No,because you and I count as one!:)

2009-12-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

2009-12-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

I'm sad !

i'm just sad.

final decision , that i'll be goin back singapore on 26th des ..

still got 19days ..

cant see him , see others too .

2009-12-06T15:10:00.000+08:00

I wantttt (:

2009-12-06T14:48:00.000+08:00

It feels good to cry your heart out in the shower.

Everyone should try it.

You will feel better afterwards.

Guaranteed

2009-12-06T13:42:00.001+08:00

its aweosome,,

but i'll never do that ... haha

2009-12-06T12:58:00.002+08:00

2009-12-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

its freaking awesomee rigth !:)

but they broke up 2 days after this was taken

2009-12-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

its so cute, i want to have a child like this !:)

2009-12-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

Its upsetting to think that someone can ,

"after so long, so many memories and so much love" ,

just turn around and say " sory, I dont love you anymore"

After everything they have gone through,

it hurts to think about how somebody change their mind on such a thing as their love for another

I cant even begin understand the reasons behind this.

I know things change and nothing lasts.

but I just cant seem to comprehend how can a feeling change,

just like that, in a blink of eye?

and its scares me so much

2009-12-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

One word , decribe today's mood .

Tired !!

tired of physical mentally ..

2009-12-04T18:31:00.002+08:00

Its sad when you FALL FOR SOMEONE,

and finally decide to STOP.

because of the PAIN,

you tell everyone that YOU'VE LET GO and MOVED ON .

but deep inside, YOU HAVEN'T.

YOU NEVED DID

and maybe YOU NEVER WILL..

2009-12-04T03:12:00.001+08:00

2009-12-04T02:49:00.002+08:00

there are times when you have no clue what to say to someone ,

no clue how to end their pain,

But to give them a hug,

it doesn't take away the pain

it doesn't make the problem go away.

But it gives them this little ounce of hope,

that makes it all okay,just one moment ..

2009-12-04T02:29:00.000+08:00

2009-12-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

I think to my self,that when you're i love

sometimes you have to swallow your pride,

and sometimes you have to fight to keep your pride, its a balance.

but when this relationship is right, you find that balance..

but if not , its will not balance .

2009-12-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

Aku bermaksud baik,

tapi kamu telah mengsalahartikannya ..

i'm quite sad sometimes ):

what's in your heart? what's in your mind? ..

You know what,

when you said, you're in pain,hurt

even when i see your face turn pale,

its hurt me, my tear just couldnt stop.

i dont know why ..

even when you said those bad words,

i feel my heart hollow inside ...

2009-12-03T21:13:00.001+08:00

I miss you ):

2009-12-03T14:28:00.001+08:00

You know what ,

I miss you&Love you so much..

what upset me more than not being able to see you cause of distance is knowing that you probably dont even think about me the way i think about you ):

2009-12-03T14:25:00.003+08:00

When i TEXT you,

I expect a reply from you .

Even its just the simple words that dont need to reply,

But i still expect it .

make me feel that you have a good response of my everysingle text to you .

2009-12-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

ps: I dont know if i should cry or laugh ..

2009-12-02T01:55:00.000+08:00

Please don't.

2009-12-02T01:30:00.001+08:00

Rose: I love you, Jack.

Jack: Don’t you do that, don’t say your good-byes.

Rose: I’m so cold.

Jack: Listen, Rose. You’re gonna get out of here, you’re gonna go on and make lots of babies, and you’re gonna watch them grow. You’re gonna die an old… an old lady warm in her bed, but not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me?

Rose: I can’t feel my body.

Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me… it brought me to you. And I’m thankful for that, Rose. I’m thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you’ll survive. That you won’t give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.

Rose: I promise.

Jack: Never let go.

Rose: I’ll never let go. I’ll never let go, Jack.

this is so sweet movie.

all favorite :)

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PS: the thing that sucks about it is that they’re all linked to each other.

you feel one, you feel all.

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Sometimes,

~~i wish that my eyes would already dried out from tears,~~

~~even if it was meant to be blind.~~

so that i could already stop crying..

Cause everytime i cry ..

i feel my heart hollows inside me,

like even a intake of breath,isnt enough to take another beat..

its okay to cry ,

but if its too much,

its just wont stop ..

its not easy ..

never was..

2009-12-01T23:42:00.004+08:00

Tell me ,its just a joke ..

tell me , you are apologize..

and i'll accept your apologize ..

or maybe I'm just too sensitif sometimes? ..

2009-12-01T16:58:00.001+08:00

We continue to love inspite of the PAIN , TEARS, & HEARTBREAKER.

Perhaps the Pain make us stronger..

the tears make us braver..

and the heartbreaker makes us wider

2009-12-01T15:51:00.003+08:00

If i could do one thing ;

it would be to kiss you in the middle of the street in the pouring rain ..

2009-12-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

She wants a hug from you!)

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2009-12-01T01:31:00.001+08:00

When i text you, that means I miss you ..

when I dont text you, that just means i'm waiting for you to miss me ,

and you text me!:)

2009-12-01T01:26:00.001+08:00

There are three great things in this world,

the first thing is for you to love someone..

the second thing is for someone to love you back,

the third thing, greatest thing is for the first and second things to happend at once!:)

2009-12-01T00:49:00.001+08:00

I miss you ):

2009-11-30T23:11:00.001+08:00

Reminder for all people who visit my blog ..

do tag me !:) so that I know who's visiting my blog ..

happy reading people ♥:)

2009-11-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

When you are sad,

i'll dry your tears..

when you are scared,

i'll comfort your fears..

when you need love,

my heart will be there for you..

when you are sick,

for you i'll care..

when you are worried,

i'll give you hope..

when you are confused,

i'll help you cope..

when you are lost,

i'll give you a way..

you feel my love when we're apart,knowing that nothing gonna change my love for you

but PLEASE DONT BREAK THE HEARTS OF MINE !:)

2009-11-30T17:20:00.002+08:00

The words I LOVE YOU are not for anyone to say from their mouth to mouth to their beloved one..

Its the feeling that you can whisper to each other from heart to heart without saying it aloud..

Its because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,

doesn't mean they don't love you with all the have ..

they just got their own way to love ..

2009-11-30T00:26:00.004+08:00

I miss you ..

But I can't be there with you ..

I pray everynight so that this month would pass in a blink of eye,

I pray everynight so that the moment I open my eyes,

its you beside me..

telling me how much you miss me , love me ♥:)

Can you hear my heartbeat?

its beating for you.

2009-11-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

Again, I'm praying to You..

God, please takecare of him when i'm not around ,

when i couldn't help anything ..

i can do nothing more than this ..

praying to You God, i know you'll do the best for him,us, everyone in this world .

2009-11-29T15:37:00.007+08:00

Christmast is just around the corner* :)

I love this festival ..

i just feel warm inside, when i see those christmas tree all over the road,

christmas song , and yeah we'll going to church on christmas.

But this year , Its kinda dissapointed ..

i'm staying currently in indonesia for one month.

its because my cousin will be married on the christmas day 25th des...

I will be back to singapore one day after christmas day ,on 26th des 09 .

so I couldnt feel the atmosphere there .

cus in indonesia,my hometown , yeah have no that kind of atmosphere like other country like singapore..

you know what,when I was a kid, i was so excited whenever christmas is coming..

that because i love santa claus, I want to hug santa claus, take picture with santa,

and i wanted to get some gifts from him even its just some candies..

Dear santa ,

I have been a good good girl all the while *cough*..

this is my christmas wishlist,

White blackberry !:)

and

Channel bag !:)

and do you mind putting into the bigbig socks in my room in the middle of the night? ...

But all these are not my biggest christmas wishlist ..

here my biggest christmas wish ,

i dont need all these thing actually .

I just want a simple wish,

that is,

i just want a special moment on the special day .

i just want to spend this special day with my beloved one ..

i just want to meet him ..

spend time together, and make the best moment together ever ..

perhaps its the last moment ever for us,who knows?..

will you fulfil my wish,santa? ..

2009-11-29T15:31:00.001+08:00

She is praying :

Dear God,please takecare of his health ,bless his study ,and everything he does overthere,when I'm not around , The only thing I can do is only to pray to You, Let Your hand come upon to him,amin ♥:)

2009-11-29T03:08:00.000+08:00

I know that I'm not the best one for you..

But i'm trying to be the best one in your heart !:)

2009-11-29T02:25:00.000+08:00

these are some pictures i took before off to indonesia .

well , im crying on that day .

feel so weak cause of that ..

2009-11-29T02:13:00.000+08:00

I'm currently stay in indonesia ..

i'm going to stay at my hometown for about one month ..

i'm getting bored seriously ..

staying at home everyday , eating , sleeping , watching movie , reading novel..

i miss singapore , miss everything there ..

i want to go back singapore..

Mom, can you hear me ?

I guess not ..

its because ,

I'm missing you ..

I want to accompany you whenever you need me ..

2009-11-29T01:23:00.000+08:00

I'm eating Durian everyday ..

its pretty delicious :)

2009-11-29T00:31:00.001+08:00

hey people ..

this is my new Blog ..

i'm gonna write whatever i want to write ..

whatver i feel to write ..

what's im doing today ...

what's in my mind ..

hope you enjoy my journal ...